5 Year Old Kamden

Kamden had her 5 year old Birthday on Friday the 3rd! I can't believe she is already 5 years old, she is starting to act old and mature, I don't know if I am ready for all of that. She is such a sweet girl and so fun to be around. The best thing is how she treats her siblings. She is setting such a good example for Aspen. She has been such a HUGE help with the baby, I love it. Sometimes she gets tired of helping but never complains.

We celebrated with Brocks family the same weekend they came up for Cash's baby blessing, then this past weekend we went down to Boise to watch a cousin that swims for University of Washington compete against U of Utah and Boise State, while there Kamden got to celebrate some more with family and pick out some presents while shopping. She loved it! She had a great Birthday.

Kamden with her cousins Dodge and Deagon!Grammy makes a fun cake for her grandkids each year. This year for Kamden it was a ladybug! Thanks Grammy!

Tooth Fairy Visited Our House

Kamden lost her first tooth last night! I can't believe it, my little girl losing her teeth already. It makes her seem so much older. Plus she isn't even 5 years old, well on friday she will be, but isn't this a little early?? She actually let me in her mouth to pull it out, I was shocked. If any of you know my daughter she has zero pain tolerance and she is scared of the unknown. It was a little dramatic but then some excitement shortly followed. For some reason after I pulled it out she was complaining of leg pain and then could only walk on one leg. I have no clue where that came from, then she was crying saying "just let me go to sleep, I am so tired" She is such a funny girl, now when she tells the story she says it didn't hurt at all and that really is the truth. This tooth was just dangling there.

Cash's Baby Blessing

We blessed Cash on Sunday the 28th. Brocks family was all able to come up for it and we had a wonderful weekend with them. Brocks sister was kind enough to let Cash borrow her boys blessing outfit. It is so cute!! He looked like a little man in his tux. Brock gave a wonderful blessing the only down fall was that Cash cried the whole time. Here are few pictures from before church.
Daddy with his boy!

Where is my Memory??

Okay so not to brag but I have a GREAT memory. You can ask all most every one who knows me. I remember birthdays, names of everyone I meet, Everything Brock says even when he doesn't want me too, where I put things, where my kids put things, where my husband puts things, okay you get the point. Well these past 2 months (yes since I have had my 3rd baby) my mind is one big blur. I CAN'T STAND IT. I am starting to feel I don't have control over my own life and that is not a good thing when you are a control freak like myself. I know it will get better but I am just not sure when. Well the other day it was a crazy one so I laid Cash on my bed crying while I got the girls ready to leave the house. I went back in to get him and he had fallen sound asleep. It was the best picture, so I went to go find my camera. Where was my camera? I never lose things! When I do misplace something I can't stop looking for it until I find it. Well I had cleaned my whole house for company coming for the weekend and it was no where to be found. So I knelt down to pray. The second I stood up from my prayer the thought came to me. "You threw your camera away" I said WHAT? Well it is true. I still am so sick to my stomach thinking about it. Every morning I grab everything on the railing to go downstairs, wet diapers, bottle, formula, wet pull up, the baby and that day my camera. So my arms are very full, I got downstairs and Aspen is throwing her body on the floor because she wanted milk NOW and Cash is crying for his bottle and Kamden is saying mom we have to go to school I need breakfast, AHHHHHHHHHHHH. So I unloaded the wet diapers and wet pullup in the trash along with my CAMERA. That did it, that topped my awful day off to make it a lot more awful.
I even remember a thought came to me as I took the trash out "wow this bag is heavy you should look in it to see what it is" Well I was going to look but then once again dinner needed to be on the table and we were needing to be out the door. So I set the bag down to look later and ofcourse I forgot to look and the trash men came the next morning. YES, I cried my eyes out for an entire day. It was such an awful feeling knowing that the spirit was talking to me and I ignored it and that my new camera was gone. Never again will I push a thought like that out of my head. I have learned a lot from this experience which I guess is the positive outcome of all this. I am now getting over this experience because I have such great family that helps me through times like this. My mother in law is letting me borrow her camera for a little and my parents are giving me their old camera because they got a new one for Africa. So I am well loved and everything worked out but I am still bugged my perfect memory is turning into one big blur!!!!

6 Years Already!

I had to post a picture of Brock and I since it is our anniversary and this was the best I could find at the moment. Life and Me have been going crazy lately, I will update you all in another post. I can't believe we have been married 6 years, it's hard for me to believe. I can't believe how fast the time has gone. I never would have guessed we would have 3 children in 6 years! I am so thankful to have such a wonderful husband and father to my children. Love you Brock!

2 Months!

Okay so really he will be 2 months on Wednesday the 24th but I know that I don't get much time to blog now, so I thought I should do it while I have time. Cash is getting more enjoyable everyday. He is smiling more and more which I love. He is starting to mellow out some and the past two nights he has only woken up once. YEAH!! I really hope we can keep that going on, I can deal with once a night. I will post this coming weekend after his doctors visit to let you all (my family) know of his stats.

Here are a couple pictures from Rupert I thought I would add. We went down last weekend to a cousins wedding and a family reunion. Brocks dad got out the horses for the kids to ride on. They loved it. The last picture is of Arriann (Brocks sister) and Wade(her husband) Arriann was cold so she asked Wade for his sweatshirt and he said she should of brought her own so she just zipped herself up with him. It was pretty funny, I don't know how funny Wade thought it was since he had to go everywhere she went and move his arm every time she moved hers! Maybe next time he will offer her his sweatshirt!!

Pictures...

I really have been so bad at posting but I have been taking pictures so I thought I would at least post those even though I don't have too much to say. The past few days with Cash have been so much better. I was joking to my friend the other day about Cash having colic. It has been really bad for a few weeks and the doctors say the peak is at 6 weeks. Well he turned 6 weeks last thursday so I told my friend well it should be good day tomorrow because he will be over that peak. I was surprised, because it really was. I sure hope it stays because it sure is draining dealing with a baby who has colic and two other children. He started smiling about a week ago so that has been exciting. I have been trying to catch them on camera but I always seem to miss them.Kamden had asked me to take a picture of her holding Cash so she could take it to preschool and show the class. It was really funny because she was so nervous about supporting his head that her arm and hand were so stiff. I had to bend her fingers down with force and placed them around his shoulders so that it looked a little more natural. She is so careful with him and her sister is the complete opposite!! Cute one of Cash and notice the stiff, unrelaxed arm of Kamden. :) Aspen and Cash I love these three!My mom sent these to my girls to play dress up with. My grandpa got them for Brinn and I when we were little. The girls loved them and wore them all day pretending they were on a boat going to Hawaii. Kamden had to take a picture of herself to take to preschool to hang on her coat hook. She planned it all, what she would wear, what flower to hold, and where it was to be taken out in the yard. She was so funny, she was the most pleased with this shot!Photography by Kamden, she took this one of Aspen. I thought it turned out great except for me in the background in squatting position. I love this picture. His hat is a little big but the girls wanted him to wear it. What a cute baby this he is!!